hadiah ANNIVERSARY mner? ! ? !

this time i post this because i want to remind my beloved sweetheart, DZURINA ZULKAFREE. ya. awk! ! !

awk ckp nak hadiahkan saya puzzle! ! !mnew? awk tipu ey? huhu. bler ween nak bagi bb hadiah bb 2? yang ween ckp ween dah bli 2. bler? xsabar ni. cptla. cptla. cptla.

tapi bb xksh pown sebenarnyer. yang penting ween. my greatest present was u, n still u up untill now. remember that, n don't ever forget it ok?

I'M SORRY ! ! ! AGAIN ! ! !

im sorry again baby. im really sorry. i btowl2 xtahan marah ari2. i geram sgt. u pown taw camner an. i jnis kuat meradang. sowi sgt sayang. i know, juz words won't be enough. tapi i xtaw napew i le jadi camni. i btowl2 kuat marah skang. xkre r ngan sesper pown. i'm really sorry.

Bad Week

it's been a while since i write anything here. sorry. the reason why i left this blog with no new post is because that it's been a really bad week 4 me last week.

mula2, kaki ak kner jahit bab men bola kat tepi kolam renang. mser ni ak kat umah makcik ak. sjer j nak g mandi kolam ngan cuz2 ak yang len. unfortunately, kaki ak tersepak mozek kat tepi kolam renang 2 mser ngah men bola. annyway it's my fault 4 my stupidity on playing football besides the swimming pool. hahaha.

after a few days, mser ak nak blek mlaker dari puchong, knonnyer nak blek kampung la ni, ak ble accident lak kat RnR pedas linggi. nak ckp accident twok xdla. ak terjatuh sendri. dahla motor bawu lak 2. mmg sdey gler la. it happens when i tried to make a stop at RnR pedas linggi. it was raining that day, n i wanna make a stop because it would be dangerous, yela, ngan hujan2 nak bwk mtor gak. x k naya. msuk j RnR pedas linggi 2, ader bumper depan ak. ak brek la, tapi mmg nseb ak, tayar blakang lari. ak jatuh. dahla jatuh, coverset mtor ak calar abes kowt. ngan lampu signal belah kanan pecah. pergh!!!

tapi xp lagi bab mtor 2 kalo skali tgk xdla nampak buruknyer. blek j mlaker ak spent tyme ngan family ak. spent tyme, spent tyme, ahad pown datang. ak nak blek puchong blek. ikotkan ati ak, malas ak nak blek puchong. tapi pikirkan pasal kjer, dahla pakcik ak yang tolong ak dapatkan kjer 2, xkan ak nak wat taik lak an, ak pown amek kputusan nak blek. my parents told me that i should ride to puchong before night falls. tapi mcm mner tah ak le terniat nak solat dlu. ak berenti la kat msjid kat pantai pu3. mesti kowg tertanyer2 naper ak tetber j ader at pantai pu3 sedangkan ak dowk at taman cempaka an??? ak g umah member ak dlu. abes lpak ngan member ak j, ak twos capai mtor blek puchong. tapi bawu kat highway alor gajah, ader kter musibat ni men buat u-turn j dpan ak. ak xsempat nak ngelak k p k, twos ak bantai bontot kter 2. bersepah ak jatuh. mmg kimak! ! !

nseb bek ak xd paper juz darah sana cni j r. ikutkan ati, nak j ak bangun blek kjar kter bangsat 2. tapi bab keadaan mtor ak xmengizinkan, ak baring j r kat jalan. nseb bek ader owg gak yang nak benti tolong ak, antakan ak kat hospital. kalo xmampos gak ak nak g hospital sndri.

Nak ckp Nak!!! bertapis2 lak ko. ckp j nak kan senang. hisy. pas2 nak tunjuk ego lagi 2.

nothing to post today. not in the mood right now.

Tebuan Hijau ! ! !

smalam g tgk green hornet ! ! ! ngan...DZURINA ZULKAFREE ! ! ! huhu. dpt jgk date ngan dyer. huhu. dyer cter at ak yang cter 2 lawak gler. tapi ak tgk beser2 j. dyer pown bknla glak sgt pown. huhu. tapi nak jager ati dyer nyer pasal, ak wat2 la glak. huhu. (jgn marah ya sayang). i juz want u 2 feel that i'll always happy when i'm around u. ni bkn nak amek ati k p k aw. i mmg happy gler dpt jmper u smlm. 1st bab u dpt kawal mrh u at i 2. jmper i j twos bagi snyuman menggoda u 2. it makes me feel that i'm the luckiest guy on earth to have such a gorgeous and understanding GF. i admit it. u r so strong. even stronger than me. huhu. n 2nd of all, dah lamer kter xdpt jmper, dting sesmer, n tgk movie sesmer. bab 2 i happy gler dpt jmper u smlm.

paperhal pown, sronok sgt dpt jmper dyer smlm. g tgk movie sesmer smlm. hurm. ngan u ngantok g, brg2 atas bahu i. igt manjer g2 i caer la? huhu. (paderhal dah jadi aer dah ni) huhu. n sweetheart, i xsempat nak gtaw u smlm. u look so cute. criously. bkn nak amek ati k p k. u mmg cute gler smlm. ngan dress u. ngan u pki topi i. awww. so cute. huhu. 

n yang psl u ckp about our feelings to each other will never change. u're wrong. they will change. bcoz... my feelings towards u become stronger each day. although i have been a complete jerk to u since the past few months. n i'm really sorry 4 that. i'm searching 4 my old me now. i do miss him. coz the old me will love u with all his heart. i'm not saying that the new me does not love u with all his heart, but the new me juz can't show u how much he loves u. n never 4get about how jerk he has been to u. n the old me will do something romantic juz to see u smile. the old me will never hurt u. n most importantly, u always enjoy being around the old me. i'm sorry honey. i will try my best to find the old me. 

PLZ HELP ME ON MY QUEST FINDING THE OLD ME OR SHOULD I SAY YOUR BB...

SPARKS???

sparks in relationship?? i admit it ween. i sndri pown raser bender yang sama. there's no sparks in our relationship. it's gone. juju i ckp, i pown rindu gler mser kter kat penang dlu. kter bergurau senda. glak sama2. i raser bahagia sgt tyme 2. terlampau gembira sampai i xle kalo xdpt jmper u walopown sesaat. i wanna be wif u every moment of my life. i really do. 

kekdg 2 i terpikir gak napew ble jadi camni. even me, myself can't find the answers. eventhough we can find the answers, but we can still bring the sparks back right? together. i hope we will. can you have the honour by joining me finding our sparks in our relationship back? i really miss the old days. 

mungkin salah i gak bab i xlayan u sgt. i'm really sorry. sbb 2 i nak u tolong i. tolong crikan blek pasaan i yang dah lama ilang 2. i xnak pasaan sayang i, ceria i, pasaan excited i ilang bler ngan u. i'm begging u plz 4give me n help me finding ur true BB.

remember this? i miss those days. it's like we juz met n we juz fall in love with each other everyday.

it's hard 4 me 2 say this but i'm sorry...

i taw u xle nak cayer at i lgsg. slh i gak. dlu, i'm such a jerk. but now, honestly, u're the only girl in my life. i lgsg xpndg pompuan laen pown. smpi 1 thp 2, smpi i dah xraser paper pown tgk pompuan cantek. criously. 

BECAUSE 4 ME, U'RE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL N GORGEOUS WOMEN I'VE EVER MET IN MY LIFE...

n i hope pasaan 2 akn kekal smpi bler2, which i know it will. i x minx u cayer at i. all i'm asking is that believe what u think is true. jgn dgr p owg len ckp. jgn percaya p yang u nmpk. i want u 2 believe in urself.

I'm SORRY ! ! !

I'm really sorry for saying such bad words to you. it's just that i'm really stressed for... evrything. with my foot that hurts real bad. with my lung condition. with my work. EVRYTHING. i btowl2 minx maap bab lpaskan stress i at u. i know that u really mad at me 4 being such a jerk to u. that's why i'm apologizing to u.

I'm really, really, really, sorry honey. plz 4give me. (tgh berlutut ni + pegang bunga. while making puppy face). can u 4give me? i juz can't think of a better way to apologize to you. coz  i've already made a really huge mistake,  by not realizing how much i've hurt you.

I'M SORRY....I'M SORRY....I'M SORRY ....